No, not that one. The really, really deep one.
The one you’ve pushed to the furthest reaches of your mind. The one that has almost been forgotten. The one that was free to roam amid the playground of infinite possibility you so freely wandered as child. The one the child within still holds on to. The one that despite all attempts to quash it, reason with it or diminish it, still burns in the deepest recesses of your being. The one that in those rare moments of careless abandon you allow yourself to remember.
Yes, that one.